and yes, i really am :/
2 years sinced my previous relationship and it seemed that i haven really let it ALL go, i suppose.
2 YEARS!
HOLY!!
i dont know why. it's just that tough; or probably i'm just used to being alone.
i swore i really did try to accept this 'chance', but still, it doesnt feel really right.
i dont wanna be a freaking basturd, going around, making others feel and think i'm cheating their fweelings,giving false hope. no, no.
i am not. i just wanna treat everyone, fair and square.a good, good friend.as simple (:
i really dont know if i should pluck up that courage and speak up.i dont wanto upset anyone.
man, this is so frustrating!
i'll persevere. till i find and feel the 'right' one (:
all the way yo weic!
nighty night night world!
