Listen to others:
endure, tolerate first before acting rashly again.
thanks jo. loads. for listening me out (:
sigh. thank god ive got pretty loads of stuff to do in school.else, i think i'll wonder and think like some bitch again.

no idea why. PMS or just forseeing that day?
whenever we're together, time always seemed so limited. and things will go on well.
but when we're not there, i'll begin to think,guess, get overly sensitive about stuff.
it's really freaking me out.
time and again, i wanted to let go. just let go and lead life on my own again. somehow, i just couldnt do it.
feelings are too attached and that, could sometimes be a disadvantage.
sigh, it will always come to me," why cant we be like others?" " why isit that theyre able to commit everyday, regardless how crazy schoolwork can get to be?" "why isit that he is always telling me that he's sorry for this, for that and i'll get irritated easily?" "am i not understanding enough?or isit that it's just way beyond my limit already?"
i'm that kind of girl, i wont be so much affected if that fella were to be my friend, brother, buddy.
he gave me sooooo many excuses or reasons(i cant differentiate myself now either), im beginning to think if his friends were right to say that of him from the start.
can he actually know how am i feeling?
we re really drifting. further. ):
should i just be brave and just let go?