cant believe what they say is real unless i see for myself, yet again (:
really dont have that face!
today is totally wrecked.
embarrassed myself ):
so ugly. thank god the NON WATERPROOF lousy eyeliner didnt smudge much.
else, i wouldnt even wanna go home visiting anywhere else.
haiyah.......why am i still so bothered!?
it's carved within me already. and sooner, im gonna go crazy by these!
wtfffffff.
maybe i still dont feel totally assured of my bf? dont really trust him wholefully?
but, whenever we talk about it, somehow, i dono how, i feel that he still has 'things' for her ):
i just have that feeling! and he denies it most of the time.
fwarck. i'd rather he'lll be frank than letting me feel these.and i trust myself alot.
sigh, sigh, sigh.
God, take me away. make my life and others' easier.
and my parents might be happier without me since im always a troublemaker ):
Anyway, Hope to see 'you' guys get better! (:
