Sunday, March 28, 2010

My tattered red blanket (:

Yay! going to Sentosa tomorrow again! this time round, with family.
Grandma's never been on the monorail before.so we're gonna take her there(:
and explore Imbiah and picnic at Palawan and shows at the Amphitheatre!
woots!
Sigh. missed clubbing again :/ gotta work tmr night :/
Sokyen must be dancing her ass off now. with Sal and Billy.
AND BARNABAS???!! haha, sok told me she saw Barnabas at ClakeQuay today.
i'll remember him for life man. the first guy i crushed during my secondary school period for helly 2 years! hahaha. fuck it. i was so childish and innocent then! 2 years....joke eh.

damn chiong ar! holding on 2 jobs now(: i hope my working days will be more regular! my holidays are ending!
just hope i'm able to save more money, return my debts to my sisters, save the remaining money and plan a holiday.
i really, really need one, desperately. thinking too much until i cant think straight man!cant differentiate from reality. (so WOW right?)
the on-coming events im gonna plan for school; the April intake orientation, how am i gonna merge/collaborate, how am i to organise, what kind of activities to add in, the events i'm gonna run in school, my relationship, how to return it back to the old form, even his brother says i'm a nag. damn sad eh! i know i'm pretty long-winded lah, and sometimes a nag): but,i really didnt mean to.
but i dont know what the hell is wrong with me. i keep picking on him. on and off on good and bad terms,and lastly, MY FREAKING GOD DAMNED RESULTS! coming out,coming out soon! 31st, 31st!

i had a dream today.
i dreamt of Grandma/Grandpa's old house, their old bathroom.
there's a BIG hole under the pail they've always planted.and beneath the pail laid a path. a path that leads to.....CityHall or a jungle? i cant remember. i think it's a jungle.
i played hide-and-seek with my friends.
i went through a hole from the jungle/cityhall and walked all the way. than i reached Grandma/pa's bathroom!
i began observing that hole every now and then during my visit to their place.
than, i pumped alot, ALOT of water in to the hole and closed it.
but it was totally dry in there -,-
afew soldiers walked through, and spotted the bathroom, i covered the hole with a pail with water filled to the brim and a larger empty pail to cover the hole.
they managed to climb out, out the hole and landed in the bathroom.
Oh, and i woke up.

Haha, who can interpret dreams, tell me what mine meant!
:D