Was i really expecting something from him?
was i wrong hoping that he could spend more time with me? wait,is that considered as an 'expectation'?
i really feel our time together is really minimising and diminishing.
am i really complaining alot? or was that an interpretation of 'being chatty'?
am i being a nuisance now? i asked if he was sick and tired, he said, "tired."
Mother fucker. what exactly did i do wrong?tell me, i try my best to change em'.
if i've texted you at the wrong timing, than tell me lah!
ignore my message till late 12plus am, how will i feel?
call me just before youre sleeping, just to say a 'Goodnight, cha gi ya, i'm very tired today in school." HOW WILL I FEEL?
you dont understand woman at all.
if i'm becoming more of a hindrance than help, GOD FUCKING TELL ME.
YOU DONT TELL ME ANY SINGLE SHIT, HOW AM I SUPPOSE NOT TO HALLUCINATE AND THINK?
and i didnt even breathe a single thing to anyone about how i exactly feel at all.
SO THIS IS WHAT BEING FAIR IS ALL ABOUT???? FUCK IT. CCB
P.s will ending this relationship be a better solution for us? you can solely concentrate on your work, neednt have to fret about relationship issues, no need to talk about those non-existent, "you want me to quit school and stick with you forever isit?" a real, final, thorough breakup will be better?? cb, fucking sian ley. hg lah!
i also dont wanto always mention about breakup okay, mr jung? but if it's better for the both of us, than i'll do it.
why isit that all the things that i do, nobody recognises any of it?
fuck ley, go and sleep lah, cb.Fuck My Life.
