Sunday, June 13, 2010

A day.

looking at YoungHwan,i just couldnt deny the fact that that fello is really one cute, playful, active, (innocent?) asshat.
simple things he does can really make me laugh out loud and i really, really, really adore the moments spent with him. though we often gave sacarstic remarks to each other, but we knew we were just trying to create some 'atmosphere' there (:
i'd really love to apologise to him. (if he happened to read this one day)
i am really sorry. for being demanding, paranoid, hot-tempered etc etc all this while.
felt really guilty when i reflected during bathetime just now.
i feel like a bully, always wanting to win, overcome him :/
why ar? because he's much fairer than i am?
Really thankful he tolerated all my nonsense for the whole while.
ANYWAY, i dont think i will do anything to change my bad habits for the time being, so....
heh heh heh, CONTINUE SUFFERING JACKASS! :D

Alright!
a sudden urge to bake today!
Decided to bake at Grandma's and so, gotten yh along!
FUCKKKKKK! I JUST REALISED! I DID NOT SAVE THE PHOTOS I TOOK OF THE COOKIES INTO MY PHONE! WTF! WHERE DID IT GO!????! Damn! else, i could have added 'life' in my blog!
Sorry guys, not my fault for having the blog plain. the phone doesnt listen to me!>:(
knn!
Summary:
Had a fun day.
YH was a joke the whole day.
He cajoled Mom and sister with his 'Magic' skills.
He baked with me.
We watched BuzzLightyear:Star of the Command together.

i seriously think his life would be more vibrant had he met someone else.
cos my life is all about rotting, rotting, and rotting.
Compared with his old pictures, his life is totally the opposite now. lifeless, rugby-less. Fuck. Here it comes again.......