Love Mom to the maximum.
But it's pretty obvious that boy disappointed her alot.
I disappointed him, he disappointed Mom. What a cycle.
I just merely started telling her i couldnt absorb anything yesterday, she immediately got my message.
she was like, "of course lah. he's seriously very selfish. completed his exams than come and screw yours. it's okay, just study what you can."
i nearly cried again. felt a little 'touched' than she added, "who ask you, sway lo."
dont know if i should cry or laugh. ma de

This will be the finalised decision uh. so no more, "haiyah, used to it lo, sure okay again one lahhhhhhh" hahaha.
Guess this the still the best solution? better than we grow hatred towards each other and end it off uglier.
Oh wellsssss. fuck it lah. take it in stride lo. what to do.dont wanna get into any of this stupid shit in future anymore. freaking irritating and annoying.
too much of hassle than fun.

Time to mug again. cb