Have I really moved on?

The answer is a clear No.
I'll think of him in the day, every night, figuring and pondering what he is busy with at the moment. Hooking up on new girls, or back to the previous girl.
Gee, i seriously dont know if i should go to the party :/ I wanna go, but am afraid things might turn uncomfortable for majority; himself, his ex gf, his friends, his friends and even more of his friends :/
I am really trying hard to move every inch a lil forward, to a better start, everyday.
Then i realised, after 30days (a month), i am still stucked, at the same spot. Nothing's changed. He should lead a better life(:
Gawdzxz, i prolly need another 2 years, or maybe more uh? Haha.

New Year Resolution.

55 minutes passed the New Year and im at home. ha, damn pathetic.
This year, i hope to become someone better. remain/grow at a height of 170cm, weighing only 52kg.
To be honest, i still have strong feelings for younghwan. But i believe all these will 'heal' after some time yea? If 2 weeks can make his feelings for me decreased to just being "medium", i believe it will happen to me too! :)
So....besides growing and weighing lighter, less emo, more more more optimistic, happy go lucky, do things that i'll not only be enjoying, as well as taking in consideration of others and lastly, STUDIES WILL TRIUMPH! (:

I wish all folks be well fed and be as happy as possible! <3
Byebye, my ex-boyfriend! ;)

Back, baby!

Regardless of how much a guy tells you how much, how much, how much much he loves or is interested in you, it's valid only for that very moment. Because after sometime, you'll realise that he can actually move on faster than you do.
Good for you! ;D
And yes, i'm back from that wrecked trip!
Malaysia...seriously.... I dont know how to describe.
Whined throughout a wholly of 7 hours during the bus ride (:

Merry Bel' Christmas!

Firstly, i'd like to thank everyone for all the gifts! ;) And for those who havent gave, ITS TOO LATE, SAVE IT FOR YOURSELF. ;D
I'll become much tougher, i swear (:
If it's meant to be yours, it will eventually be. Once again, this sentence ;)
Just sssssseriously hope i wouldnt regret making any wrong decisions man. And if it would be, i have no choice but to bear all consequences righttttttt? -......-

Choose the correct path.

Think i'll back out from the school's debate team.
It's little too tough to handle.
In order to be a good debator, i must be eloquent, quick-witted, strong knowledge of whatever that is going on in the World, calm enough to answer all questions, fierce enough to handle all situations.
I can be fierce to my family members, boyfriend and a couple of friends. But to the other debators who hasnt done anything wrong against me nor have had known me at all, where's the fairness?? Though the game is supposed to be played the way it is. But it's going against my own conscience.
Sigh. Guess i can't do it.
It's time i learn how to reject offers instead of picking each and every one of it up and in the end, getting all busy out, stressed, pressurized, venting anger on people.
Did i make a right choice, Yh? I really need some of your advices. But you're forever busy with school.
Sigh. COme to think of it, i requested for it yea? (: