Think i'll back out from the school's debate team.
It's little too tough to handle.
In order to be a good debator, i must be eloquent, quick-witted, strong knowledge of whatever that is going on in the World, calm enough to answer all questions, fierce enough to handle all situations.
I can be fierce to my family members, boyfriend and a couple of friends. But to the other debators who hasnt done anything wrong against me nor have had known me at all, where's the fairness?? Though the game is supposed to be played the way it is. But it's going against my own conscience.
Sigh. Guess i can't do it.
It's time i learn how to reject offers instead of picking each and every one of it up and in the end, getting all busy out, stressed, pressurized, venting anger on people.
Did i make a right choice, Yh? I really need some of your advices. But you're forever busy with school.
Sigh. COme to think of it, i requested for it yea? (:
