Saturday, January 22, 2011

Have I really moved on?

The answer is a clear No.
I'll think of him in the day, every night, figuring and pondering what he is busy with at the moment. Hooking up on new girls, or back to the previous girl.
Gee, i seriously dont know if i should go to the party :/ I wanna go, but am afraid things might turn uncomfortable for majority; himself, his ex gf, his friends, his friends and even more of his friends :/
I am really trying hard to move every inch a lil forward, to a better start, everyday.
Then i realised, after 30days (a month), i am still stucked, at the same spot. Nothing's changed. He should lead a better life(:
Gawdzxz, i prolly need another 2 years, or maybe more uh? Haha.