Freaking hell!
rotted the whole day at home till evening, gamed with Sok, Germaine, Sean and Malay (:
oh, and the 2 m'sia kiddos at the lan shop!
saw Norman and Shunxian, Jeremy on my way home, at the bus stop and the roads. Small world uh!
and i was just sitting beside Norman! but we didnt greet one another because we thought it'd be the wrong person! ahahaha! freaking joke!
Shunxian was driving and jeremy winded down the window. than i saw that familiar faces! but too bad, my bus came, i boarded (:
my friends contacted me just now. damn it, things happened than you all contact me. where got HUMAN SENSE?? hahha.anyway, appreciated. you guys made me feel that if i were to lose my relationship one day, you will always be there for me.
Thanks Shuhui, Elin, Sok and many others. THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH, MY BITCHES! :D
i've seeked your advices, spoken to him and yea.
things must be spoken in order to clear the polluted, jinxed air.
so i guess our relationship now is less tensed?at least we joked and cocked. better than the period when we quarrelled,after awhile, hang up, hang up and more hanging up on phone calls.
all i want now is to get a job to spend my holidays.
sleeping and waking up real late recently.
minumum, 130PM. wtshit.

As for the jealousy i had in Mom and sister, all i can say is, i was inane.
trust me to actually do that! pfft. wtfuck.
think on the other hand, why Mom treated sister better could be because sister followed her to and fro from Grandma's everyday, chatted, accompanied her.
so all i can is blame myself for not seizing each and every opportunity with her, causing her to grow fonder with sister and i purely thought she was being biased.
Sigh. have i really matured and grown?hahaha! (inside joke, sal, sok)