i didnt manage to do my speech today.
was really upset and disappointed.but, it's okay lah(:
i got so much more to blog, but, i lose all my inspiration in writing suddenly.hahaha.
anyway, TBZ, i'm sorry if i'm disobedient again.
but i really dont want to 'test' it. ive thought about it.
if i were to know my loved one is testing out on me, i'll be really really disappointed.
i dont want that.
i wanto respect him, respect the relationship.
i know you adviced because you really regarded me as a good friend, dont wanna see me upset. but i really cant do it.
it's against my own will.hahaha, dramma mama. really. damn it.
so, if we really were to 'piak' one day, at least i know i've never done anything to let him down (:
i will still take into consideration if i still want this relationship.
if it's mine, it'll eventually be mine no matter when, where, how, what, who, why.
i know, this is my own choice, be it the consequences.
thanks for the advices anyway! (:
God bless.HAHAHAH!
OH YA,you should really grab it if you found it.hahaha. dont let it pass you by!
wish you luck!