Sunday, April 11, 2010

i might have to change my mind :/

it's always happens when he has to travel to find me.
fucking hell. we agreed to meet at 11am. travelling time for any of us is an hour.
if i can travel to his place by that hour, why cant he?
and it was him who wanted to come o'er to aljunied to find me.than? 12pm and he is still asleep at home. FTW. than meet for fuck?
i really think i'm been taken time and again for granted. i swear.
in order to meet him as early as possible, i'd try my best to wake up on time, LIKE GOD FUCKING 9AM.what is this man, serious.
i really fell for those words you said the other day in the bus. and i thought i really made a right choice to stay strong and await for the 5 damned years.
now, i might have to reconsider again.
if we cant maintain a r/s well in one country alone, what proves that we'll be able to stay together in that 5 damned years, one in S'pore, and the other, America, UK or Korea?
i need time.
and fuck. this is really dramatic, i swear!
my life is really getting dramatic these days!

He just called.
fucking bitch.
called to reprimand me, say i'm childish, immature.
for fuck's sake, ARE YOU THAT MATURE??? YOURE NOT ALSO! THAN DONT ACT AS IF YOU ARE.
We go our separate ways, serious. i want back my normal, singlehood life.
i wont retreat this time anymore. no way.
YOU MOTHER FUCKER.